Reality of the day...

I realize that I'm up at 6am this morning, which with two little boys who run circles around me during the day doesn't really make for early mornings, at least not in my book. However I couldn't sleep, just kept thinking about everything, laundry, bills, daycare, a dirty house, my husband's lack of a job, oh and of course my work....
Let me just vent on the "my work" subject. Today, (although I have no idea how it will turn out) there is going to be a meeting on the money that we are receiving to upgrade a very dilapidated building. See I work at an older hospital in the laboratory with some pretty awesome people in a very tight space. Not a day goes by when you don't bump-a-butt on each other because well there is no way around that. (And no that was not me cracking a fat joke!) Anyway our CEO is a wonderful person and he see's the need for the expansion project and went out of his way to make sure we could get the funding for it. However there seems to be some sour apples among our facility staff managers because we are now having a meeting on "if we should spend the money to fix what we have space". Now again I know I'm not a manager, a contractor, a construction worker, a maintenance person, hell I'm not even a certified lab technician. I just push around the paper and make sure its organized. But I do know that common sense should rule here. This hospital has remolded so much that crap is the only word that comes to my mouth. It seems to me that no matter how much some people think they are doing a good job they aren't. Oh but they have tried and failed miserably more than one time for that fact. I also don't understand the fix what we have concept for this particular project. Maybe its because of the fact that why move from one crappy unregulated space to another? Why move at all if this is the plan? I don't understand people's messed up thinking, so hopefully today although because I'm not a manager I don't get to go to the meeting, that things will turn out great. I'm not much of an optimist but I'll try to leave the dark cloud in the back room.
My other perspective, I really want to complain about things on here, but I'm sure that my husband wouldn't really appreciate the remarks. After all they would all be aimed at him, so I'm making a personal choice to keep it to myself today and just say that I love him. And yes this is a first and probably a last too....
So how about this weather? SERIOUSLY I'm to the freak'n point of losing it! I want to go camping so bad I can taste the dirt, but I'm absolutely freaked out that if we take our camper out and un-winterize it that the pipes will freeze due to the uncontrollable tempters we've been having. My heck its April stop it with the poopy weather already! Well I'm off to do the inevitable... Get'n ready for work..